happiness is my strength

in last few years, i enjoyed my life happily. no one could make me turn into dark or something kinda like that. i was so happy playing with my friends, without thinking about my boyfriend because i don't have any. but i'm getting older i know about love, i know so many boys who can fall in love and leave me so easily. there's one boy who treat me like i'm his angel. i was fell in love with him, i thought he were too. but i was wrong he doesn't in love with me at all, he just want to play with me. it was hurt, he's such a big jerk. i hate him i don't want to see him anymore. i don't know why does this happen to me?! i have a beautiful happy great life and suddenly he came along and just broke my heart into pieces. geeeeez that's not fair!!!! i'm about to scream and yell at him "i'm not your doll! i'm not a toy! i'm human, i am a girl who you supossed to be appreciate! i hate you you're dump ass!!" but that might be to show him my weakness so i keep calm and show him that i'm a strong girl, i don't care if he had a new girlfriend that doesn't matter to me AT ALL! then i remembered there's a song big big world " i'm a big big girl in a big big wolrd it's not a big big thing if you leave me" yeah! it's not a big thing! and you should know that haha by the way, my life come back! i'm happy i love my life and no one can make me sad again! if it does, well lets see what's happen then :)