Saturday, October 20, 2012

pissed

gosh i'm just really pissed right now!

many people doesn't like me just because i'm beliebers, i'm addicted with something, and overacting at everything. so you think you can change me? just because you don't like who i am? HELL NO!

THIS IS ME! if you don't like it, you can leave me alone, so many people out there will accept me for who i really am. you think you can stop me living my dream doing what i like just because i'm scared that you could leave me because you don't like me being like this? just BRING IT ON! i don't fckng care.

i already have a family even we're not know each other. BELIEBERS! 

this is goes to haters of beliebers, we don't fckng care, justin bieber is my idol, my inspiration, my dream, and my everything! because of him i'm not giving up for living my dream! to meet him and be a successful person! 


Thursday, August 9, 2012

Imagine......

#Imagine................ in the middle of the night you woke up because your body not feeling well, then your body started to shake and you felt so much pain in all of your body. and Justin woke up from his sleep because he feels something wrong and he sees you shaking. Then he putted his arms around your body and he let you borrow his hand for you to squeezed it to relieve the pain. and Justin start to panic

Justin : I'm here baby Im' here, don't worry i'll get you some medicine

 he run to the kitchen looking for some medicine and get some water for you, and then he back to the room, and gave them to you. after you drink them, he back to the bed and warming you up with his hug and prayed

Justin : oh God, please make her feel better, i can't see her tortured like this

 Hope you like it, sorry if my grammar was wrong, still learn english.

xoxo
Shalou :)

Wednesday, July 4, 2012

Highschool

Hello, how are you world? I'm sure that you all fine. Gakerasa kuramg dari satu tahun lg gue ngejalanin masa masa SMA gue.it's been great! So well actually. Meskipun banyak banget masalah apalagi sekolah disako yang kayak penajara gitu. Tapi di sma gue ngedapetin banyak cerita, mulai dari pertemanan, persahabatan, pertenglaran,sampe percintaan. Apalagi sama #21. Seneng banget gue dapet temen temen kayak #21. They're ecerything to me. I love them, they're crazy, friendly, lovely, and all kind. Let's begin my story in highschool from grade 10 Grade10: nothing happens, cuma gue ada sedikit perseteruan sama temen sekelas gue, tapi sekarang udh fine fine aja. Biasalah sifat smp masih kebawa masalah sepele malah jadi besar sampe marahan. Lalu pdkt sama beberapa orang, walaupun akhirnya gakadi pacaran juga,maklum lah jaman jamannya yang namanya PHP. Dan naik kelas gue dapet kelas IPS. Dan teisah sama kelas gue XBerangers yang super duper crazy. Yah kelas sepuluh belom dapet banyak pengalaman karena emangs katanya yang paling enak itu kelas sebelas. Grade11: there's so much wonderful thing happens when i'm in eleven grade. Dari awal masuk. Ge masuk ke kelas yang paling suram (i think) akhirnya gue sama pamela usaha biar pundah kelas ke kelas lain cuma ketemu cumicumi setan si *niiiiiit* ( gamau nyebut merek ) gabisa alesannya *absen udah di copy. Yahhh akhirnya gue cukup pasrah hidup dikelas suram, krik. Dikelas sebelas angkatan #21 mulai membaur satu sama lain. Terbentuk allbase#21, giting13, dan #21 itu sendiri. Giting13 terbentuk garagara pas ulang tahun dea yg ke 16 kita pergi ke kff, nge-shisa, dan semuanya mabok, makanya terbentuk yang namanya giting karena kita mabok. Terus pas abis uts semester satu cewek cewek #21 karokean, seruuuuu banget, joget joget, nyanyi teriak teriak semua watak aslinya keluar gaada yang malu malu. Telamjangin orang, ngerusuh di penvil, that was so crazy sampe ada mas mas ngomong "sekolahnya pindah ke penvil ya mba?". Semenjak itu giting berta,bah anggota, jadi banyak banget. Kita semua istirahat bareng di pos babe, beli pop ice. Masuk mau masuk semester dua kisah percintaan gue dimulai, dari gue jadian sama cowo gajelas cuma sehari, pdkt sama temen sekelas dan akhirnya jadian, Fadhil. Dan terus terus terus, akhirnya kita study tour JOGJAAAAAAAAA. Di jogja, we're having so much fun!ke UGM, foto foto sama mahasiswa ganteng. Belanja di borobudur sama diba, yang kalo nawar bikin orang kesel.jalan jalan ke alun alun, dan gue sekelas ke alun alun nyewa PICK UP! Sampesampe difotoin sama orang jogja. Di alun alun nyobain ngelewatin pohon bringin. Berhubung pas banget malla ulang tahn kita ngasih surprise buat malla di alun alun nyewa pengamen sama ngasih kue. Dan akhirnya kita pulang. Have fun? So much, tapi sayang oas ke jogja fadhil lg sakit parah jadi gabisa ikut *FYI fadhil (if you read this) i wish i could cancel going to jogja, then i could give you my time to stay beside you* and we all leave eleven grade. This is TOO FAST! Gue belom semoet puas ngerasain yang namanya SMA tapi gasadargue udAh kelas 12. Sebentar lagi gue bakal mgehadapin yang namanya the real world. Kuliah kerja dan banyak lagi. Highschool is the best time in my life. But actually, highschool is just the beggining of our real life. Life is just once, make it wonderful, especially in higschool. Really! Semua orang pengen balik lagi ke sama. Tapi sayangnya gaada yang namNya memutar balikkan waktu. Bagi yang baru mau masuk sma, saran dari gue, manfaatin waktu lo di sma atau ngga lo bakalan nyesel :) Shalou....

Wednesday, April 18, 2012

past

if we talk about past, it will never ended. there's so much memories about past. happiness, sadness, laughter, tears, and much more. especially if we talk about our ex. maybe some of you can't forget your memories with you ex. maybe you're think about it too much or you just can't get over it. but in my opinion it's not about how often you think about it or you can't forget it. but it's more like you can't let it go. letting go...... it is hard. but it depends on you, do you wanna stuck there? no progress in your life just because you thinking about your damn ex? and your ex already forget you like he/she never know you? come on guys you're young and life is just once. don't waste your time with that thing! enjoy your life there's always someone better than your ex. enjoy your teenage life hanging out with your friends flirting on someone without worried someone will angry with you.single is not bad! for who those are taken well.... don't hurt them, they're gift make 'em happy and always remember, let go not forget it :)

xoxo
Shalou

Friday, April 13, 2012

Bad day

Have you ever had a bad day? Yes i do! Everybody are being such a jerk, makes me like want to explode. And they didn't stop judging me, makes me feel awful. I don' t know, maybe they want me to understand them or i want them to understand me. But honestly it sucks. So thank you for made my day guys! Thanks A LOT!

Friday, March 30, 2012

bad dreams

i want to ask you something, have you ever had a bad dreams? and the dreams becomes things the most you scared? before you dreamed that dreams you never thought something like that? have you ever had things like this? i do. and i had it twice. difference place same story. before i had those dreams i never thought shits like that. it never come through my mind. and suddenly i'm dreaming about that shits. after the first dream, i thought it was okay it's just a dream won't happen anyway. and then 2 days later i had the same dream but difference place. i really don't understand why i had that bad dreams. i don't want that to happen. i keep it inside, and let it becomes the biggest fear i ever had. but it doesn't matter anymore, because i believe him he won't let that happen, and so do i.

ps: for you who in this dreams, don't worry, i believe you :)

Thursday, February 16, 2012

my prince charming

hellooooo bloggs!!!! i almost forget you, i'm sorry, i've been so lazy to see the internet lately. there so much thing i wanna tell you guys!

now i'm owned by a charming prince named fadhil! he's my prince charming! he's my bodyguard (?) haha no he's my boyfriend. he's such an easygoing loving care and a kind person! first i thought he was just my closest friend until he ask me to be his girlfriend! it was so unexpected. it aaaaaaaall begin from the first time when he drove me home! it was a bussines between me and him, i drew him a picture for art lessons and he'll drives me home. we were talked laughed and having fun, and then we're chatting on BBM but i thought we were just friends, so i'm not expecting some more from him until he ask me to be his girlfriend. i was so shocked! i'm not expect much but yes, i was in love with him already so i said yes. 26 january 2012 i'm official taken by him.

and now we're almost 1 month. i wish we could love each other as long as we could, and a longlasting journey. thanks for everything you have given to me. i'm sorry if i can't give you all what you wanted like the other girls did. i love you as much as i could.

xoxo
Lilah