Graduated

life is just too fast. it's like you push fast forward button by accident and you can't put it on a normal speed. i've just got the fun on highschool and has to be graduated now. really really sad.........

mungkin kalo diluar negeri itu highschool merupakan tempat yang menyeramkan, dan universitas itu tempat yang menyenangkan. Herannya justru di Indonesia itu sebaliknya, highschool tempat yang menyenangkan, sedangkan universitas itu tempat yang menyeramkan. "SMA adalah masa yang paling indah" THAT IS SOOOOOOOOOO TRUE! can't deny it! awalnya emang sucks, tapi kalo lo udah nemu enaknya? gabakal mau ninggalin masa itu. kenapa? sma itu tempat terakhir dimana lo bisa tidur pas guru lagi ngajar, cabut pelajaran ke kantin, ngelanggar peraturan terus dihukum, guru guru masih meduliin nilai lo dan bantu naikin nilai lo, nyontek pas ulangan, ngerjain tugas pas hari H dikumpulin, mau ujian belajarnya sistem kebut semalam, daaaaaan semua kegiatan yang lo lakuin seenak jidat lo.

kalo kuliah???? dosen gabakal peduli lo mau tidur kek mau main hp kek yang penting ujian nilai lo bagus, kalo tugas gadikumpulin lo gadapet nilai, dosen gabakal ngejar ngejar lo dan ngebantu naikin nilai lo, justru sebalikanya lo yang ngejar dosen, gaada peraturan yang spesifik yang bikin murid jera (terkadang itu berkesan contoh: pake seragam seenaknya, rambut panjang), daaaaaaaaan yang paling utama INDIVIDUALIS.

kalo di SMA? temen lo banyak, mau anak ipa anak ips bisa gabung, ada temen sekelas, lebih dekat, lebih mengenal satu sama lain, penderitaan sama jadi bisa saling tolong menolong. kalo kuliah? boro boro lo bisa satu kelas sama orang yang sama dikelas lain.

kuliah itu tempat dimana kehidupan lo yang sebenernya itu dimulai, pas sekolah? gaada apa apanya. bukannya nakutin, justru gue menghimbau lo dan diri gue sendiri untuk lebih siap buat kuliah. Buat anak sekolah, apa yang lo jalanin saat ini belom seberapa, masih ringan. lo bakal tau perjuangan hidup itu dimulai dr lo kuliah. bener bener serius buat masa depan. dan yang menentukan lo sukses apa ngga dr cara lo menghadapi kuliah itu.

bukannya menjelek jelekan kuliah dan nakut nakutin, tp untuk mempersiapkan diri. the truth is, i'm not ready for college. just not ready yet.

do not waste your highschool time, fill it with wonderful experience, you live just once make it special. because highschool is the most beautiful moment.

xoxo
shalou :)

UN SMA 20 paket? Ngga sala tuh?!!!!

ngga kerasa gue sekarang udah kelas 3 sma, dan dalam waktu kurang dari 2 minggu gue bakal menghadapi UN. tapi kok gue merasa dipersulit terus ya sama pemerintah? terutama angkatan gue lebih jelasnya selalu dijadiin percobaan.

bayangin aja smp gue UN ada ulangannya dan banyak yang ga lulus, dan itu merugikan banyak pihak termasuk gue. dan ternyata itu cuma jadi percobaan. Sekarang UN  20 paket bahkan ada yang bilang 30 paket dan pake barcode segala. Dan itu semua cuma percobaan. Hmmmmm.... sangat disayangkan pemerintah gamikirin perasaan anak-anak yang menghadapi UN itu sendiri. Semua itu merugikan banget, apalagi ini menyangkut masa depan kita semua 1 ankatan gue. angkatan gue emang selalu dijadiin percobaan. kita bukan kelinci yang bisa dijadiin percobaan, kalo kita ngga lulus emang pemerintah mau tanggung jawab atas percobannya? ilmuwan aja gamau tanggung jawab apalagi Pemerintah Indonesia yang moralnya itu miris banget.

emang sih gue nulis blog kayak gini gamungkin pemerintah baca, yatapi seenggaknya gue udah curahin apa yang gue dan temen-temen gue rasain dan perasaan kita terhadap Pemerintah Indonesia yang butuh dukungan dari orang yang Pinter SECARA HARAFIAH.

UN 20 paket bukannya bikin siswa-siswi semakin giat belajar justru bikin kita down duluan. ya oke kalo ada paket paketan tapi gasampe 20 juga kali. berfikir manusiawi ajalah, emangnya lo gapernah nyontek? munafik lo gapernah nyontek. emang lo bisa ngerjain semuanya sendiri? mustahil pasti lo butuh bantuang orang lain. manusia mahluk sosial. nyontek itu wajar asal masih dalam batas yang wajar. ya pasti kita juga tau diri lah kalo UN nyonteknya gimana.

Semoga pemerintah dapet hikmah lah dan menjadi lebih baik dalam mengatur negeri ini :)

xoxo
Shalou

pissed

gosh i'm just really pissed right now!

many people doesn't like me just because i'm beliebers, i'm addicted with something, and overacting at everything. so you think you can change me? just because you don't like who i am? HELL NO!

THIS IS ME! if you don't like it, you can leave me alone, so many people out there will accept me for who i really am. you think you can stop me living my dream doing what i like just because i'm scared that you could leave me because you don't like me being like this? just BRING IT ON! i don't fckng care.

i already have a family even we're not know each other. BELIEBERS! 

this is goes to haters of beliebers, we don't fckng care, justin bieber is my idol, my inspiration, my dream, and my everything! because of him i'm not giving up for living my dream! to meet him and be a successful person! 

Imagine......

#Imagine................ in the middle of the night you woke up because your body not feeling well, then your body started to shake and you felt so much pain in all of your body. and Justin woke up from his sleep because he feels something wrong and he sees you shaking. Then he putted his arms around your body and he let you borrow his hand for you to squeezed it to relieve the pain. and Justin start to panic

Justin : I'm here baby Im' here, don't worry i'll get you some medicine

 he run to the kitchen looking for some medicine and get some water for you, and then he back to the room, and gave them to you. after you drink them, he back to the bed and warming you up with his hug and prayed

Justin : oh God, please make her feel better, i can't see her tortured like this

 Hope you like it, sorry if my grammar was wrong, still learn english.

xoxo
Shalou :)

Highschool

Hello, how are you world? I'm sure that you all fine. Gakerasa kuramg dari satu tahun lg gue ngejalanin masa masa SMA gue.it's been great! So well actually. Meskipun banyak banget masalah apalagi sekolah disako yang kayak penajara gitu. Tapi di sma gue ngedapetin banyak cerita, mulai dari pertemanan, persahabatan, pertenglaran,sampe percintaan. Apalagi sama #21. Seneng banget gue dapet temen temen kayak #21. They're ecerything to me. I love them, they're crazy, friendly, lovely, and all kind. Let's begin my story in highschool from grade 10 Grade10: nothing happens, cuma gue ada sedikit perseteruan sama temen sekelas gue, tapi sekarang udh fine fine aja. Biasalah sifat smp masih kebawa masalah sepele malah jadi besar sampe marahan. Lalu pdkt sama beberapa orang, walaupun akhirnya gakadi pacaran juga,maklum lah jaman jamannya yang namanya PHP. Dan naik kelas gue dapet kelas IPS. Dan teisah sama kelas gue XBerangers yang super duper crazy. Yah kelas sepuluh belom dapet banyak pengalaman karena emangs katanya yang paling enak itu kelas sebelas. Grade11: there's so much wonderful thing happens when i'm in eleven grade. Dari awal masuk. Ge masuk ke kelas yang paling suram (i think) akhirnya gue sama pamela usaha biar pundah kelas ke kelas lain cuma ketemu cumicumi setan si *niiiiiit* ( gamau nyebut merek ) gabisa alesannya *absen udah di copy. Yahhh akhirnya gue cukup pasrah hidup dikelas suram, krik. Dikelas sebelas angkatan #21 mulai membaur satu sama lain. Terbentuk allbase#21, giting13, dan #21 itu sendiri. Giting13 terbentuk garagara pas ulang tahun dea yg ke 16 kita pergi ke kff, nge-shisa, dan semuanya mabok, makanya terbentuk yang namanya giting karena kita mabok. Terus pas abis uts semester satu cewek cewek #21 karokean, seruuuuu banget, joget joget, nyanyi teriak teriak semua watak aslinya keluar gaada yang malu malu. Telamjangin orang, ngerusuh di penvil, that was so crazy sampe ada mas mas ngomong "sekolahnya pindah ke penvil ya mba?". Semenjak itu giting berta,bah anggota, jadi banyak banget. Kita semua istirahat bareng di pos babe, beli pop ice. Masuk mau masuk semester dua kisah percintaan gue dimulai, dari gue jadian sama cowo gajelas cuma sehari, pdkt sama temen sekelas dan akhirnya jadian, Fadhil. Dan terus terus terus, akhirnya kita study tour JOGJAAAAAAAAA. Di jogja, we're having so much fun!ke UGM, foto foto sama mahasiswa ganteng. Belanja di borobudur sama diba, yang kalo nawar bikin orang kesel.jalan jalan ke alun alun, dan gue sekelas ke alun alun nyewa PICK UP! Sampesampe difotoin sama orang jogja. Di alun alun nyobain ngelewatin pohon bringin. Berhubung pas banget malla ulang tahn kita ngasih surprise buat malla di alun alun nyewa pengamen sama ngasih kue. Dan akhirnya kita pulang. Have fun? So much, tapi sayang oas ke jogja fadhil lg sakit parah jadi gabisa ikut *FYI fadhil (if you read this) i wish i could cancel going to jogja, then i could give you my time to stay beside you* and we all leave eleven grade. This is TOO FAST! Gue belom semoet puas ngerasain yang namanya SMA tapi gasadargue udAh kelas 12. Sebentar lagi gue bakal mgehadapin yang namanya the real world. Kuliah kerja dan banyak lagi. Highschool is the best time in my life. But actually, highschool is just the beggining of our real life. Life is just once, make it wonderful, especially in higschool. Really! Semua orang pengen balik lagi ke sama. Tapi sayangnya gaada yang namNya memutar balikkan waktu. Bagi yang baru mau masuk sma, saran dari gue, manfaatin waktu lo di sma atau ngga lo bakalan nyesel :) Shalou....

past

if we talk about past, it will never ended. there's so much memories about past. happiness, sadness, laughter, tears, and much more. especially if we talk about our ex. maybe some of you can't forget your memories with you ex. maybe you're think about it too much or you just can't get over it. but in my opinion it's not about how often you think about it or you can't forget it. but it's more like you can't let it go. letting go...... it is hard. but it depends on you, do you wanna stuck there? no progress in your life just because you thinking about your damn ex? and your ex already forget you like he/she never know you? come on guys you're young and life is just once. don't waste your time with that thing! enjoy your life there's always someone better than your ex. enjoy your teenage life hanging out with your friends flirting on someone without worried someone will angry with you.single is not bad! for who those are taken well.... don't hurt them, they're gift make 'em happy and always remember, let go not forget it :)

xoxo
Shalou

Bad day

Have you ever had a bad day? Yes i do! Everybody are being such a jerk, makes me like want to explode. And they didn't stop judging me, makes me feel awful. I don' t know, maybe they want me to understand them or i want them to understand me. But honestly it sucks. So thank you for made my day guys! Thanks A LOT!